Wednesday, April 15, 2015

I don't know what kind of a writer I am, it has been a struggle all along. Belonging to the lower strata of India, engrossed in cast bias and poverty, all along there was something not reconciling, asking questions against the routine and corrupt things. Government services at lower level of class III pushed me to medieval confusion of sex and bribery and admix of these things going in govt departments as 'practically accepted things' or otherwise you are a psychological fool. Inefficient sluggish and corrupt departments of government of India as they are. Class I services here dont care for our mindset and mental health.

              While I  was in a foreign country where i started writing diary in notebooks and registers, I started writing myself. project consisted mostly Indians and corrupt atmosphere was the same.
     
               Other Indians have different type of creative aptitude and I grown from hard poverty of central north India had nothing. Somehow I got the impression that i should write. When i came back to India my letters to the press were laughed at vigorously but note was taken but not a word published.

              Then started 'Sangharshwat' , it was long ago, previously I named it 'Iqurarnama' but then i changed it 'Sangharshwat'.

            It is a story of young accountant and a lady doctor who felt the same way about the existing corruption going on in the construction project. Workers at the lower level were in miserable conditions and dying at pitiable compensation. All greedy and self seekers were near the general manager. It was seven thousand hilly area backward and primitive. Ruler did not have any interest in democratic modernity. corruption was going on with project funds. These two young men fought against the circumstances and hence the novel.

         My second novel , a historical one, 'deval-devgiri' has been taken out from medieval history of Indian history relating to autocrat sultan Allauddin Khilji. The story is of a young Hindu princes taken out as booty from war fields. Named Deval, princess of ancient Gujarat kingdom Anhilwara, has been much despised by Indian Brahman classes as how they submitted to Muslim rulers and why not put themselves into fire.
             Woman n young people were captured by these invading armies and used as slaves or servants. Story of Deval is different she was later married to prince designate eldest son of sultan Allauddin Khilji. Her mother queen Kamla was captured earlier. Allauddin cruel and victorious sultan was so driven to his own confusions and power fears and by his sickness and old age that he issued orders for the killing of his own family men.
             Drawn in these barbaric uncertain times of medieval times Deval emerged as a young girl what she could do as a Hindu girl could not not necessary self burning.
            I have got historical inferences historical novels should not relate to very ancient history for this i used my travel and searching the ruins and results were surprising and rewarding.
        Indian media has either laughed me or condemned me as one of lower classes and not a university novelist but nevertheless I have produced these 700 pages of Hindi fiction which only the readership if I find them will do justice to me.

Tuesday, April 14, 2015

My novels in Hindi 'sangharshwat' n 'deval-devgiri' have been published and are available at amazon.in, its my first interaction friends